Premika

From the mysterious chapel of mind utterings of consciousness were surfacing. Thoughts were gaining momentum and it seemed for a while was I alive? The cravings of heart left an unusual bloated eyes; Man’s destiny is tough; he has to cross a long life of mostly uncertainty with only a promise of death in the end. The heart craved for the wine of intimacy despite a million things that set it apart; were men and women promised love in this world? There might only be seekers who had missed it out; the abundant out pouring of heart can only be accessed by those who are willing to give it out unconditionally in the first place; what pity of a man who cannot even love his family and boasts about universal brotherhood, saintly interventions and godly deliverances. Even the best delicacies served without love by the low minded wont appease the heart and if you are not bestowing your heart through food then why should you dine?

Maybe everything is clear only in pockets of imagination and when two people converse there explodes these pocketed imaginations giving out a million hues; when your heart conspires with your lady maybe both melts to transform into a million new pictures; your tastes, differences, likes, dislikes everything either collides or merges to new understandings. It’s amusing to me that how can some pour intoxicants when they open up their hearts through words and others do the opposite? For me it seems diligent for both the cases just that both of them are spreading two different poles of life; one is a disease that afflicts and binds the mind and the other soothes and nourishes it and the freedom to choose whatever we want has been given to us. It’s interesting how all these can be characterized and brought to life, maybe only when an open criticism happens and when we listen to change for good will we understand how futile our current lives are and what are we feeding ourselves and the society with. How low is a life that only persists the self and is only blinded to oneself but alas what can one do but to bark amongst dogs. And what wits does the imperial court play for you might very well not see the light for charges of grave adversities for everyone is in their own prisons.

Finding common grounds - A Speech

I haven't seen the world, but I follow news, I watch foreign films and I am amused by the sheer stupidity happening around, the lack of aesthetics in our land and I wonder am I the only person who watch news and foreign films? The state of affairs of our homeland is that pathetic? I know that my understandings are naive backed up by petty inferences and premonitions. But I am convinced and concerned that mostly of the people who say that they are concerned about the common man doesn't care a dime or maybe they care but lack the understanding, insight, aptitude, knowledge and wisdom to act on it? The idea I am sharing is not to be generally understood and you might hear its echoes in different other forms from different arenas which may or might not be inclined to me; but the idea that my dream is taking momentum enthralls me.
I am now being mostly concerned about the political class of the country; the sheer lack of a strong fundamental philosophical background in politics astonishes me and I question; what conditions of the downtrodden has been uplifted drastically from the time of Independance? Does people enjoy better holistic living conditions? Does people have good amenities? Do they dwell on good and uplifting thoughts? Has the commoner been imbibed with the capacity to indulge in intelligence or wisdom of any kind? And the biggest thing I have noticed is that does any politician with genuine caliber in the history of Independant India had the determination and will to solve these adverse issues faced by our nation? I wish if only we had taken half the effort of achieving our Independence in these activities of building a strong nation with more foresight would our nation had been developed by now. And I am assuring you citizens that this nation is not in its path to glory or development. The false dreams, aspirations and efforts of our ruling class and administrators are cheap, not fundamental, purely imagenery, totally uncreative and this current model would fail in the test of time.

So where does our fault lie? I would say we in our core, are wrongly inspired; imagine the backbone of our freedom ,our constitution is Dalit inspired; how pity. Our inspirations hugely rely on western ideologies and thoughts. Its about time my fellow citizens where we proclaim a second Independance struggle to free ourselves from this mental slavery imposed by a westernised system and its thoughts and by products. We have our Ideologies which are masters of this universe to lean on; On Vedas, backed up by Brahmanism; on Budhism and Jainism backed up by Non-violence and we have even to learn from our guests the Christians, Muslims, Jews and Parsis & also from modern ideologies which rely all its importance on humans and humans only, on liberty, on freedom, but never forgetting our responsibilities and understanding that true wisdom and happiness lie in protecting & nurturing the resources of the nature. It should be the vow of every human being that they would abide in protection of nature and a personal tapas in maximum non-violence and not using products or in any way adhering to any practices which harms nature. Its time that we try thinking about slow living and try alternative transportations like in our old days and end this havoc of human greed and never ending demand, envy and wants. My dream dear citizens is not of this state but I am not saying it couldn't be and many people know better of my dreams than I know about it, its time they start on.
I have seen people setting examples, why not we give up running from the rest of the crowd and start setting up an example for the world to follow? Maybe breaking all the modern and applied concepts of everything we know as of now?
And I am also sad in announcing that of all the people 2 wont understand what I am trying to say...One is Ramana Maharshi and the other is Sri EMS Nampoothiripad...

Land of the dead...

Every nation is a prospective promise to its citizens, a promise for peace, of tranquility and of serenity, the aspirations of dreams, I seldom know about the formation of United States of America but have recently captured my imaginations, occult secret societies, the great promise of freedom to its citizens with core adherence to values, high living standards and a promise of better lifestyle, a major reason for its appeal amongst people world wide for vivid arenas. The security and adherence it provides to its citizens is a bench mark to all nations; its bloodshed history and high impartiality stands tall to this very day in its formation but the founding fathers of that nation has dreamt itself so huge that they are pioneers and its a fact; the brain of the nation is carved out in Mt. Rushmore in all its glory and fame. Now let me be clear and talks in facts, your facts my facts but in the end facts has to be correlated and concluded.

On what foundation stone was this great nation build on? the last time I heard there was a half naked Fakir roaming around and challenging the mightiest Colonized British empire to move their asses out from India and all this with a danda in hand with him millions were inspired, the great bapu called the poor Daridra Narayan and Harijans bringing in a sense of worthiness and determination in the working class of the then population, he gave them a dream, of a better future and tomorrow and in one of the mightiest effort in human history India attained Independence and in the following Nehruvian pursuit to power it forgot to acknowledge the greatest asset it had with it and forgot the very basic foundation of human existence the acceptance of the existence of a human soul and like in majority of the nations of the new world the independent pursuit of an individual was for the body. I would say the biggest cover up or drama the modern world has seen is denying the existence of a soul from its functioning and from its textbooks. The state was the culprit in hiding the biggest of knowledge that a man could have; was it yet another low envisioned, unrealistic, Nehruvian dream or simply a scam which would never allow the rich history of our past taunt the completely new dream of a modern India completely forgetting our long gone history.

7 What exactly is the Indian dream per se? the truth is that the Indian dream is becoming lazy, of mediocre security, getting a govt. job, over exploiting resources with least of aesthetics possible, a shudra dream if to lend from the old books. But lets not conclude here and jump into any wrong assertions, lets dissect it a bit further and why shouldn't be an investigation launched to challenge ourselves to understand how much prosperity and order have been brought in this nation after Independance? how many are enjoying its resources just by playing mediocre and most importantly what isthe basis of setting standards here? and who are monitering it? why is our system so weak and Inefficient? why is the middle class so lazy? why arent we going back to our slow times of farming and grazing? What is the innovative quotient of this country? Where are our youth headed to? who is concerned? are our political parties performing upto expectations? are our administrators efficient? why is their so much filth in our and and more of an inefficient system of disposing it? why arent our infrastructure well planned? What will be the challenges that the nation will face in next 100 years? and most importanly are we prepared for it? Are our industries modernized? are the daily things that comes and goes through our hand handy? how good is the technology that we have developed post Independance? And can you come out with more of these questions that are relavent to these times and to the nation and question our politicians and adminsitrators for a better nation? and the most important question stands are we BEYOND REPAIR?