Learning the occult

After my Nirvana in 2012 end I lost the control of my mind, life was not the same anymore; deeply I know who I am now, but knowing thy true self like a deva, mutant or a hero or even as brahman doesn’t change anything in this part of the world which I have learned from my experience. I believe society has deliberately forgotten its enlightened and it is treading a path of darkness. Visitations, telepathy, intuitions, visiting different worlds, communicating with spirits, tele kinesis and all have become common in life. I believe my nirvana turned the existence into ash and this world a living hell where I had no means to earn with a distorted mind in an insensitive loka. Then I had a visitation from Vayu deva who with a horsey voice asked me to find an occupation which linked all this and I decided to start on as an occultist. Now their was magic in the air but little meaning to it and it continued for sometime and I didn’t had any idea how to earn a living from it. Then it figured to me that I should learn it more seriously and started following Sir Arthur Avalon aka John Woodroffe who has majestically rendered a western perspective of Indian tantra which I understood quite well. I was now learning Kundalini yoga along with Tantra which encompasses invoking different beings and deities from different worlds all under the kingdom of heaven. I have many a times questioned myself on religion? Many families, villages and even cities had their respective deities or lower beings like Gandharva’s, djinns, yakshis like that and many family rituals to invoke them. It was the responsibility of the elders to check their satisfaction and give them offerings; all those customs and traditions have dwindled next to zero in this land right now.

Most of occultism is secretive in nature and I believe the living world is in great danger otherwise. Occultism for me is like that middle path where you don’t have to renounce the world and still be in it showing the right path to the world in matters concerning to religion, politics and spirituality alike. By creating the right content you can focus on the select to bring them to higher consciousness and deliver the world to godly ways through faith which most of the times is stranger than fiction. I know I am a beginner and is hard to encompass an art like magic without a master and in a closed culture like Kerala these kind of labours are frowned upon. But until the true master arises who can guide me through the path of the occult and become a world leader in it, I will have to shut myself completely and hope for a miracle in my life and be careful of that fool of little knowledge who the Vedas proclaim to bring in harm and misfortune.

After learning advertising all by my self I have confidence in Occultism too; and I believe I can excel and do my prescribed work on the planet before I leave in the light of god almighty who has created the vastness of Earth and the heavens alike.