The nation wants me to fail

It’s been 8 years since I am living a double life. On one life I am a chronic mental patient suffering from Bi-polarity who has not even earned income worth a lakh with his life and is dependent upon the family for his daily chores; on the second life, I am a Yogi with multiple yogic and divine powers who is born as a savior of mankind to the likes of prophets and avatars.

When I look back to my life from here on the eve of the new year I feel like a god-child who was brought up in a demonic society whose masters looked forward to my downfall from the day I was born and was treated like a rare article who would benefit the evil ways of those masters who were around me. My father stands as a martyr for this cause whose life was more or less inside a dungeon and who posed no threat for the established society at the hands of the so-called redeemers of the working-class poor. They had faith in him as he himself was a contributor in politics and his faith in the system was worth mentioning even in his last days. Nobody cared to inform him of my divine birth where we stood low caste and he didn’t know how to raise a god-child and my childhood and teenage was spent like any ordinary boy in Kerala being misused by the people I knew for their Voodoo beliefs and I was jinxed from my birth by my kith and kin. My father was a brave person who stood by his idols his whole life and didn’t care for the need of changing for his son's special abilities and he just informed me that there would be gnashing of teeth. My grandfather was also a similar person who wrote about Allah in his personal diary and was a staunch believer of God who worked in the CBI as a carrier of letters for a long time. He just might have been happy when I fell ill and thought I would also see lord Padmanabha like my mother in her teens and some denizens of heaven think that my father will foster me again like a good parent as Vishnuyasha at the end of Kali Yuga on the advent of Kalki. Those who knew understood that it was about fulfilling prophecies on my part.

The age of Mlecchas has just started and the ruling system seems fit to stand with them and deny and overthrow any spiritual sprouts of the Vedic civilization and bring in a new religion that suits the need of its shudra masters who have earned everything by their shudra ways and set a new religion of Shudras overthrowing the Vedic dictums and establish a new order of Vedanta for their personal interests. We in the process of self-evolution of our consciousness have become just dispensers of our little minds and partakers in our own consciousness in a world of our making excluding divine commandments and rejecting the receiving end of our existence from the divine. We don’t accept any divine religious injunctions or truths and we don’t even accept the Vedic time as Kaliyuga and live somewhere around 2022 AD on an abstract making of human consciousness on time. In short, Hinduism has not become a religion of faith but a religion that wrongfully worships its deities and has just become idolatry and mock of those real deities in temples and scriptures. I once had a vision of a new era where I saw priests taking a vigraha on their head and circumambulating the temple where devotees were kneeling before the image of God in reverence and awe in a setting of a village of plentitude and peace. Maybe the deity was in the proper place for once; on the head of a Brahmin rather than in the vicious minds of superstitious rascals. Right now people visit Hindu gods to see what they believe is their inner self in the temple as idols and those people can’t see a god outside them. These are ignorant rascals who come to defile religion and haven’t even read any serious religious scriptures like Bhagavatam or Puranas and make these idols in the temples small and in the end become owning a big ego and small gods.

It's written that there will be no kings in the Kaliyuga and Kings will be thieves; so there is no use running behind in the creation of a Kingdom, but that is exactly what is happening with the state also. It has not contributed to the shifting of times in any nature through its participation and is worse than a thieving king and Kerala can note this in its history pages that never wrote eternity in its vocabulary and cheated its population for just food, clothing, and the desires of the flesh. The nation stands a weak state with no assets to its credit and dispensing its population as mere workforce as assets for its wallet and treasury to function. The age that has been fixated in its classrooms and Government institutions is Victorian in its making and rails the path for the fall of man from soul to matter. Man has been raised in a new society that celebrates only the achievements of man which has been framed as the concern of humanity.  None of any Governments wing down right from militia to Public Relations or posts is interested in this shift of age where Hinduism breaths a new air of reformation in the new way of life which are indigenous to this land and where no outsiders have any voice in creating a new civilization for this land which would just be distinct and not identical to its previous masters as the Mughals or the Britishers.

Knowing the American President doesn’t make any difference in Kerala but so does Pinarayi Vijayan in my case. A Person who sits as the CM of the state whose ultimate contribution to the people of Kerala will be freedom to their whims and fancies and being under the western influences in thinking and following trends created by the left-wing which cannot be considered bright and might be bringing in a K-Rail in Kerala in his lifetime and the uprising of an atheist society who has no idea what it means to have a divine goal with life.

For people living unreceptive of the spirit with their life, there is no chance to change and even with receptiveness they cannot handle it with just one life; for the work of the spirit is the result of many lifetimes in it.

I visit hell

Man is given authority over every living creature on earth and in any place you can only work on the restrictions of your authority. It so happened one night in a dream that I visited a river which was dark and scary and it so happened to be the Vaitharini river which is in the entrance to hell where souls are tormented for sins committed. I saw an eagle-like being sitting on a withered tree stub and I was floating on a river and was chocking without any air and I realized that such is the state of soul in hell where it is bereft of the vital breaths and this pranic energy determines our life in hell or heaven despite places which are all shoonyam. I was greatly shocked by this incident in my dream and great compassion aroused inside me for souls and a great mission to turn the souls of this world away from hell.

Now some years passed and I heard the demise of Philipose Mar Chrysostom in Kerala. His soul was exalted by the Eagle like being to three worlds beneath this world of which I traveled through a flying carpet of which seems like an atlas of this world and saw two more atlas’s like this to reach a small Zoroastrian house where the sunlight of this world reached. There in silence, I received a message that the rats of this world are dying by choosing the wrong elephants and I got three animals under Daksha’s banner for people to marry from this world. One was a goat, the other a monkey, and the third a dog; they came from that world as basic human nature to tie a wedding knot on for a lifetime. Now they're is a different setting which seemed like Overbridge in Trivandrum Kerala and the Eagle who was Azrael the angel of death now in the form of a man like Prakash Bare from oru indian pranayakadha showed me muslim kabr’s of some people who are to be exalted on the day of judgment or might be my friend's or where god's people like Mr. Philipose Mar Chrysostom and the angel bowed before me; from there I understood that I am in a war between the good and the evil of this world.

Weirdly an incident concerning the Travancore family has occurred in my family where the King on danger from his enemies got help from one of my distant cousin’s family where he was given a place to hide from the enemies and which moved the King in becoming a Padmanabha dasa and that house is still known as Narakathara till date. And while in sleep all this time I was hearing the song Kumkuma Nira Sooryan from the movie neeyum njanum.

Religious Opulance

Man in the modern times in 21^st century live in a market which is scaled up to his every minute of consciousness; he is bombarded with every kind of product as advertisements which takes up his place from his living room to every road, nook, and corner of the world; products which constitute his every desire and even life. It is a market that the modern man has been raised to by authorities who give sanctions to modern economic decisions and control money and owned by Governments whose ultimate control rests in the desire of man for worldly achievements and the control the authorities imposes on the purchasing power of money making us live in a big golden cage of transactions of which we cannot think outside.

Money has become the sole constraint by which a man decides everything from relationships to making babies and money controls man’s life decisions in every dimension boxing him to a world of bills and receipts which circumambulate him as his memories and thoughts. From Locomotion, hunger, thirst, and pretty much everything in his life rests on money and his every desire is boxed in a showroom or is in the process and he is taught only to desire things in a showroom or something available for cash. All his life’s achievements are measured monetarily and wherever he looks or turns there is only the play of money. Men, women, and society at large marches for money onto a horizon of doom of the planet and the individual where he loses his roots from civilization to learn manners which are suited for becoming for the worth of money where a man needs to find his position on some payroll.

He is educated to consider money as the most important element in his life and an expert earner is considered as a wizard or a guru in society and the sad truth is nobody discovers life outside the constraint of money. There is a payment that man has paid for such a lifestyle that he lives right now; where he lives in a big lie where everything he thinks that he buys is adulterated and are outcomes of lab experiments than farms or nature where he himself is becoming a lab rat of scientific exploits. He has sacrificed an old way of living for his current lifestyle, an old way of the teachings of the elders, teachers, and masters. A way of life rooted in the supernatural and which cared for the nature around him where he lived in nature rather than in a market. It was a lifestyle that urged and kept nature at bay from man’s plunder and chained humanity against letting loose man's desire against his consciousness and the world.

Science as it is

Vyasochishtam Jagat Sarvam

In the last few centuries, humanity has witnessed a large wave of consciousness shift from religion to irreligion thereby creating a new knowledge society from an old and traditional society rooted in faith, customs, and practices. Science has wholly uprooted every religion throughout the globe and made a new society globally where man’s temperament rests in scientific ideology and reasoning. If you ask me from where science came from I would say that it's man’s quest to know his reality in a world where every perspective was jeopardized by a different one and where men remained in clusters than in a universal understanding of singularity. Science has become the common man’s spoon from where he spoon feeds about the reality and truths around him and to which he opens his eyes and understandings. He maintains a social distance to epics and mythologies as its words and meanings are surreal and embrace the love for science through his cognition which is licensed and accorded by world governments to find an individual’s position in this world as an equal citizen partaking in the vandalism of natural exploits to earn the wealth of a nation, wholly resting in the hands of world Governments who only rewards its subjects and not the almighty's.

Science could be categorized as the immediate knowledge and an immediate view of the world which were seen by scientists who were ordinary non-ordained people who came across many natural occurrences in a world which was supposed to open its eye after the aftermath or to the horizons of the Industrial Revolution and globalization which dictates the growth of science world-wide. The world and it's every aspect is a wonder for the untrained eyes as if asking a scientist whether rainbow’s float like clouds which is an amusing question that needs research and a laboratory to get to its truth. As far as the spiritual eyes are concerned science is just a mechanism of finding ecstasy in our senses and innovating change for our comforts, luxuries, and curiosities. One must remember that the Buddha choose a middle path when it came to finding his universal truth in becoming a Buddha; but not every individual is a Buddha and only the restriction of science can lead to a new society that is optimistic to a bit more than immediate knowledge and keeping bad and ugly at bay for a sustainable world. Science is that prethyeksha or immediate truth silencing every other spiritual occurrence which are restrictive to a higher authority than humans where man and his understanding rests in the supreme spot in the universe. One should understand that science has no validation if it's good for humans other than from humans and it's just practical common sense applied on all walks of life. Unlike religion, it's not a decree that was descended from heaven for the sake of humanity by a god whose earth it is and of humans who only traveled for trade in antiquity.

One should understand that science has no gurus, it’s not a decree of a creator god, it is not prophetic as yet and it just creates a lot of meaningless things for a man to have fun within his lunatic trip to nowhere. One can in this turmoil of anticipated peace, harmony, and aphrodisiac beauty believe in the empty words and dreams of science or open up a Purana and believe in the words of Veda Vyasa for at least to accomplish a person’s individual duty in this world.

The Lion Barks

We see this national insignia on pretty much every official Government tender, notes, coins, and communications; it was borrowed from the great lineage of the Mauryan Empire of which Ashoka was a great King who converted his empire into following Buddhists ideas and dictums. History argues that he was inspired by the great tragedy of war, like Gautama Buddha and got converted to Buddhism and got his cities and capitals covered with his insignias of Dharma, Lions, and Chakras for reasons unknown to historians.

History has passed and it’s time for an overview of the present. The nation is drenched in the marks of the Mauryan Empire and yet it never roars? I feel the lion barks as signages and laws in the nation of which both the officials, the concerned, and the general public participates in its barking. The Lion squeaks like a rat in traffic corridors (outside our homes) and roads sometimes showing a rat’s ass and swollen belly for a bribe in the odd streets of central India which has become a norm and an unwritten law. The roads are just petty excuses of the Lion with territories claimed unplanned and constructed foolishly for the anti-development of the nation. Our currency just has the power of a few fading Indian brands in the market where our masters force domestic brands to compete with MNC’s where the crowd with International likes remain with the foreigners and our brands are again stuck with the common man accruing losses by poor choices in buying trends of the domestic consumer where the only relief is a population explosion of the gutters. There seem to be a million voices of netas on national television for the advocating for the need of votes for themselves and their parties thereby white washing the population explosion of the gutters and slums in the nation.

The democracy called India is right now barking quoting Hindu scriptures which they believe would satiate the hunger of a nation and build nationalism and patriotism in its name under the true banner of false development propaganda. People are shown Ram’s image and not even a poor half-naked fakir is delivered and with spitting gold as big canonical dictums of the Vedas the ruling party is shaming the Lion sinking into lower bottoms of national politics and making the nation a big joke internationally. Is the system producing fools who believe in the system in the first place? Or is India as we all imagine as is a great nation par-excellence and we have covered the distance to the moon in pride and luxury or is it still the edge of the rocket in cycles and rickshaws? As Indians who bleed blue for sports and science are we shown the right path by the Lion who barks?