Asanasdhe Sugham Nimajjathi - Shivasutra
The date was 10/10/2013 and my sudden
awareness of the date was because it was screening on my notebook which I
switched on at 3 in the morning as I woke up for no reason and I knew sleep was
not going to come; there was no particular significance to this date as of now;
yea of course somebody very important in some Country or might have been born
or died and a particular incident would have happened that caused an onset to a
more bigger one or somebody was in the pursuit of a total paradigm shift in bio
tech or Meta Physics that would change the picture making this day memorable to
all of humanity.
So that was about the time and date; and
now about this blog entry, I don’t know how much sense the following would make
but this was an incident that occurred.
Last night my phone hit critical low
battery; the phone was a gift from my brother and he only did send me the
phone; not the charger; the real mallu kicked in me and I bought a really cheap
one for the Samsung Galaxy serious; as I was novice in using smartphones I was
spellbound and I wandered through the apps and all its possibilities; I was
very proud of my possession; the tech advancement and its unlimited
possibilities, but the phone never really got switched on after it hit the
critical low battery point. I thought of it first as some minor glitch in the
firmware of the phone and believed that it will be ok once it gets charged. So
after I put the phone for charging I started reading a brand new book that I
purchased recently from a book fest and for which my brother was really
disappointed because I was being luxurious; for me books were a necessity.
The book was about Kundalini Yoga with
Hatha Yoga techniques, I did see some books on Laya Yoga and its take on the Kundalini;
since its take was really costly and I really didn’t understand the difference
on the 10 minutes I spend on both of them introspecting I simply went with the
Mallu instinct and bought the cheaper one. So reading a few pages on Muladhara
and its different attributes I thought about meditating.
I was in Sukhasana with chin mudra and
played the Rudrashtakam in my computer; this was my usual way of meditating.
The Rudrashtakam track was about 6 minutes and in between I went on in a trance
as it happens at times; I didn’t know when the track ended nor did I know if I
was sleeping or not but the whole incident was like in a dream, I lost my sense
of body but I was doing something on that state which I really didn’t
understand and didn’t bothered anymore, then suddenly I came back to find a
computer mouse on my hand, I was holding the mouse and my thump was on the scroll ball on it and I was rolling it as in like a Rudraksham;
the experience was in so depth that I even felt the weight of the mouse at my
hands. Then I had to wake up from that dream and this time I was holding a real
Rudraksham at my hand, my thump was going through the beads and I was
meditating I felt more bliss in there but it was again a dream and I woke to
find my hands empty, the Rudraksham was not there but my hands were in the
mudra of holding one.
I was hypnotized; I didn’t know by what,
the mouse or the Rudraksham? But now I did know which was better………
